The Virgin

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this is my first time.
be gentle with me please.
i don't know how to do it well.
i just sat on my keys.

is it supposed to hurt a little?
i think i'm bleeding.
just keep going some more.
sorry i'm so needy.

take away my purity.
throw away the key.
i know i can't keep up with you.
so why choose a girl like me?

did i make the right decision?
i guess i'll never know.
tell me why i'm broken.
but never allowed to grow.

i wanna be a slut.
i wanna be fuckt.
i wanna be yours.
my door is never shut.

it feels kinda nice to feel this way.
i'm not gonna lie.
but still i don't understand.
why afterward i always cry.

clients ringing my phone.
right now i can't call back.
i know i need the money.
but i want my virginity back.


from Exomorph, released June 23, 2017



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